Why me?

NOVEMBER 14, 2014

…… I sit on my couch right now..I look around my living room. My four month old daughter asleep next to me. My four year plays with her toys on the floor in front of me.. my three oldest girls (13 yr old, 12yr old, 7yr old) are eating an after school snack in the kitchen.

Why me?

I read an article about a man who lost his wife from complications of child birth. She delivered at the same hospital I did. Her son was rushed to the NICU. ..same NICU my son is in now. The article shows a father singing to his son and playing the guitar. That baby boy died yesterday… just a couple feet away from my son…. . …….

After watching the video… crying my eyes out..I realized I was there. At that moment. . I was there.

I thought…